HELP

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HELP

Okay Today I was talking to a old friend. He moved away sometime ago. Now he told me he had a crush on me and has one now. He told me that he would vist me and he ask me out. But 1 I am not aloud to date I am 13 also dealing with depression 2 I am not ready 3 I have a lot on plate already boyfriend is just adding on and last I dont like long distance relationships. He was being sweet my sister said. I can't get out of my head tho. I told him no. But I am worring about it. (Stupid Anixiety) I tired music but all that came on talking to him was love songs. Also the rest of the time talking I felt uncomterable,awkward and scared/nervous. I am not ready. I don't know what to the next time. I can leave it alone but I would feel bad and I should tell him but when. I worring way to much but I can't handle this right now. I was over it when I friend helped but my sister brought back again. I know she didn't mean to. I am not ready to deal with boys right now and I can't date them anyway. I can't stop so I need Killjoys help please. PLEASE

~Offbeat Rebel

PLEASE HELP ME