I just can't today. At work, I was just a mess. I'm just burned out from working and not sleeping properly and it's made me all ADHD and I'm so goddamn bored but I'm extremely difficult to entertain right now. I want to write, but I can't focus. I want to draw, but I can't focus. I can't even listen to music because I keep changing the song and I'm pissing myself off with it. I'm all excited about camping but lethargic 'cuz it's like 30 degrees outside and I'm sweltering in my non-airconditioned house so I feel a bit like I'm gonna pass out and then I'm tired from work and I'm procrastinating packing for camping and bleh.
And I still need to buy food.
I hate trying to have a conversation on the phone with someone and you can hear people in the background and at some points you can't hear the person you're talking to and then you can't tell if they're even listening to you. I usually abbreviate the conversation at that point. But I need to know things about tomorrow. So it's like, k sweet. Tell whoever it is in the background to shut up so I can hear you, but they won't shut up. 'Cuz my friends are retarded like that. Then unicorns flew down from the morphing rip in space-time above my house and mauled all the zombies that were breathing mustard gas into rainbow bananas. This whole camping trip might suck. I feel like four days straight with these people might be incredibly lame and boring after about 2 hours. I fucking forgot to ask about swimsuits, too. Goddamnit. Ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff I'll just ask someone functional this time.
