Apparently I have to create multiple blogs in a row.

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Apparently I have to create multiple blogs in a row.

So, I was bored, just messing around on here, and I noticed that when you go to people's pages, you can see their friends, but when you click the "awaiting reply" ones or whatever, it shows up with the same 8 or 9 people. Is this a glitch? Also, you can press the cancel button on their list? It's not like it's showing the list of people I've requested, because some of them I haven't heard of, so I dunno what's going on.
Also, apparently none of the band have any friends xD sucks for them. I bet they have like 400000 requests and just decided to ignore them all. I'd probably do that if I were them.
Maybe one day I will be like them! I just have to keep working on my bass skills. Also, stop being lazy and finish writing songs, and then record them. I bought a program to do it, I just haven't done it yet. I should also get better at guitar and drums, because then I won't need anyone else to help me AKA session musicians AKA my friends that play instruments xD Doesn't giving things an official title make them sound so much more hardcore?
I think I'll ramble just a little bit more, and then I'll go to bed.
Man, who doesn't wanna be a rockstar. I do. The thing is, I don't think that my mother thinks it's a reasonable goal, and I love her very much, and wouldn't want to upset her by doing the things she doesn't want me to do. However, I do have a friend that pointed out that I might resent her if she prevents me from pursuing my dreams, which is probably spot on. So basically, I have to figure out my priorities, and either get the balls (metaphorically) to leave home, or submit to her wish for me to go to university. I dunno if I want to. I think I'm just lying to myself and pretending that I kind of do. It's all too much pressure for someone who hasn't even lived out a decade yet. I know she wants the best for me, but it would be nice if she had the faith in me to decide what I think is the best for me. She has already imparted her worries onto my sister, and I would like to live free of them. Also, I really want to move out. It's hard to be an adult when you're constantly being treated like a child. My family agrees that I'm far too mature for my physical age, and yet they don't treat me that way. It's pretty annoying. I just want to enjoy my life. Let me go. Wouldn't you feel worse finding out later in life that your pressure prevented my happiness? I think so. I'd rather make my own mistakes than have you tell me what they absolutely will be, when you have nothing to base it on but fear. I'll be okay. I promise.