Poetry

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Poetry

I see poetry as a way to feel disconnected to my own problems, as well as a way to enable me to think much more clearly about the things ahead. A couple people have said my poetry is better than theirs; though it's not. Everyone has different styles of writing. Some write dark things in free verse; others write very descriptive, shaped poems. One style is not necessarily better than the other. They are all quite entertaining, actually. Therefore, my poetry is never better than anyone elses.... Just, different.
Now for the depressing shit you don't have to bother to read...
My grades.... DX AH!!!!! I have a D in Geometry, a D in English, a C in Science.... and the rest are C+ or better.... I.. am... so.. SCREWED!!!!! DX Ugh, i gotta get my head outa my ass and focus on school! :( The other thing....vvvv
There's this chick at my school, Candace.... she was with the guy i love at the same time i was... claimed she was pregnant w his kid, won't leave him alone.... won't leave me alone... she keeps complaining about him to me... telling me all the twisted shit she claims they do or plan to do... she also wants to fuck me.... and... i really have no idea what i should do... I mean.... she keeps the threat of her suicide just hanging over my head... and i don't want her to do that.. cause i know she's crazy enough that she will.... she will kill herself if she gets a sudden thought to do so.... and.. i just don't know how to handle it! i get panic attacks in class!! i won't be able to breath... and... idk... I've spoken to the school authorities about her... but she still comes to me... with every... single... problem.... expecting me to solve them for her, when i can't.....