Songs I Never Cried To Finally Made Me Cry

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Songs I Never Cried To Finally Made Me Cry

Hey,

I thought I had taken the split relatively well, but on Sunday it hit me that they really disbanded. The thought "MCR has disbanded" keeps running through my head. Yesterday I cried to songs I never cried to before.

Disenchanted and I Don't Love You were two of my big favorites, and they never made me cry. Yesterday when I played them, I cried for the first time. That has NEVER happened with ANY band I've listened to since I was 11. I think I relied on them for my happiness a bit too much the past few years.

I am a pretty tough person and take deaths very well, but saying goodbye to these guys is harder than anyone I've said farewell to. It feels like I lost four brothers (my brothers are much older than me). They were THAT special to me. I'm having a tough time typing this because I don't know if the site will stay or if I'll even visit in the future.

Never stop running, don't be afraid to live, and carry on,
-AJ

P.S. Look forward to the Killjoy comic this summer. I bet it will be cool. :)