so how goes it... #12

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so how goes it... #12

So according to my bf im not allowed to wallow in my self pity, be depressed, be suicidal basically feel any type of sadness because it is my fault that i feel these emotions. I dont change myself, nor my situations, so its my fault. But guys PLEASE DO NOT feel sorry for me. Itll go against the rules im supposed to abide by.

Anyfuckinway i was just pissed all day. And its funny cuz my ex bf decided to seize the opportunity of my anger to talk to me and cheer me up a lil. I noticed he does that alot. So yea just sitting here.

I do have bad news, i will not be able to make a video, but i will type up my ehhhhh "speech" and share it online. Here DeviantArt and possibly other places. Ummm whats going on then???