although im sure not many care...

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although im sure not many care...

I do know some of you actually read my blogs.... so how would you guys feel if i started a video blog?
I dont know if any of you are curious about me......Hell i may just be feeling concieted right now...

It just hit me... im not ready to start senior year. It is no joke when i say i will end up killing someone this year. No joke. I cant take everyone bullsht when i have a ton of my own to deal with.

God im just feeling all fucked up right now. I feel like ODing.... then i feel like binge drinking.... then i just wanna cut..... I swear i dont know what the hell my problem is. Im just laying here diving into the limbo of my mind. No one on my contacts list that i have the patience to talk to.
Im just alone.