So went i was little my school thought was deaf in one ear... i got tested and they found out i was ok. I did ok in school. I did crap in English and Irish (i have to do it in Ireland) and AMAZING IN MATHS. So went was 7 i started to get bullied and me and this girl got sent to "social lessons". They where there to there and make us friends. It didn't work. Its wasn't weird for me to go to resource. I had gone to English lesson the year before. Their was others girls there. They where horrible to me. They always chatted to themselves in class and didn't do the work even do they could. The lady also spent the entire class with them went i need help.
My bulling had gotten really bad, i just lost my two best friends and i had only one friend.,. it was a lied. I only learn that a few years later. One day my mom get a letter, i went with her to a woman, she got another letter. I started to get treated weird. So yeah.... that went on for a long time. Went i was 11 this is what i found out.
1. I have dyslexia and its really bad.
2. I have a social problems. I don't know how to acted around people.
So i stopped doing irish, didn't talk to anyone and read in class. I started to cry at night and freak out at night. I thought about killing myself... ending it all. Then one day my friend came in raving about some band, i didn't really pay attention. The second last month she came to my house and played me them. The first song was.... good and then the second song was... its was a good song but the band FREAKED ME THE FUCK OUT!! I didn't like them really. So my last two weeks she me a CD. I listen and i loved. I went to New York for holidays with my mom and dad and met my cousins and uncle and aunt. I listen to this album over and over again. I loved this band by the end of my trip.... and i still do. That album was the black parade and that band was My Chemical Romance,
if you read this what i'm telling you is.... this band saved me for the bad path. They made me part of this family so yeah... It's being part of this group for 18 months and i love you all <3
