I feel the worst person in the world :(

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I feel the worst person in the world :(

I'm feeling so bad.. because me and my boyfriend started fighting and the relationship was getting ruined, and my feeling has changed.. I don't love him, but I like him a lot and don't want to finish. but I kept telling him I loved him. That was killing me.. but I didn't want to see him suffer. yesterday we had a fight and an hour we started talking to make peace and he wanted to do a surprise for me, I think he would give me a ring, and he asked me if I thought he was going to regret making such a surprise to me.. and I started to cry, I said I didn't know. he asked me if I loved him and I told him what I was feeling, I said I didn't love him like I loved before but that I really like him, and he told me to stop saying that I like him because it hurts him. he was crying desperately. said he couldn't look at me, hug me or kiss me and think I don't love him. I was crying too .. he asked me to break up with him because he wouldn't get it, but I said I didn't want to. he said it wouldn't work, I would find someone better than him and I said that things could still work out. he kept asking me why I took so long to tell him.. I was feeling very bad and yet I'm feeling.
we're not done, we will be together.. but he cries and I feel the worst person in the world.