I Want to Prove This

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I Want to Prove This

Who's the bigger MCR fan? The one who steals MCR merch so they can have a lot of it, or the one who refuses to accept stolen MCR merch and will not steal it themselves?

"I'm trying, I'm trying to let you know just how much you mean to me"

But it's impossible. No matter how hard I try, I "can't contain it, can't explain it."

To MCR: "Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out"

People try to tell me that MCR is crap. They try to say that it's a fucked up band. I try to let them know just exactly what this band has done for me, and that they are why "I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone." But I was never the best with words, and I suck at trying to explain things, so I make Them seem like so much less than they are. They are my world. But if I told this person this he would just say "no they're not" or "well then you need to find a new world." He thinks I shouldn't be as obsessed with this band as I am.

As soon as I woke up this morning, I started thinking "I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO PROVE THAT I AM MCR'S BIGGEST FAN." I know that I am, and people have told me that I am. All my friends and people who I just meet that day tell me this. And yet I can't find a Way to prove it. I want to show to the world just exactly what effect MCR has had on me, and how they changed my heart. And my soul. And my life. For the better.

So what should I do? I've seen people with photoshopped pictures that made it looked like they spray paint graffitied the Killjoys onto a wall, and it looked like THEY were MCR's biggest fan.

Lately, everything is a contest to me. I wish that every single person on this earth would believe that I am MCR's biggest fan.

--Lady Sparrow--