Give me Some Flirting Advice?

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Give me Some Flirting Advice?

The first pic is the guy I like. The second one is me. The bottom one is the guy's girlfriend.

So this guy is a Freshman and I'm a Sophomore, soon to be Sophomore and Junior. His name is Ben. He's Mormon. He's 15. I'm going to be 16 in a month. He has a girlfriend, apparently. And he's way the fuck out of my league.
Recently ((a month ago)) this girl who I'd dated for over a year dumped my ass on the ground and found a new bf within like, 2 days. I've been really depressed and suicidal because of that. Got put in the mental hospital. Tried to kill myself. The whole shebang.
But this guy-- I've only been talking to him for a week as of today and he makes me want to be a better person. He makes me want to quit smoking, quit cutting, quit skipping school, etc... I want him more than I've ever wanted anyone. There's something about him, and I feel like he could be the only one to save me.
The only problem?
He's not. Fucking. Interested.
He and I are sort of friends, but I'm afraid to flirt with him or anything unless I know it will have a positive effect. I don't want to make a fool of myself, and I'm not so good at flirting, so I need advice.
Can I have some advice?
And honest opinions on the pics too; do you think I'm pretty enough for him?
I've never wanted anyone half this much; having him would be the best thing possible.
I saw my ex today. It was lovely. I talked to her... Currently more depressed than I've been for the past week. The only reason I stayed at school was to see the guy I like, except he didn't talk to me much and seemed kind of annoyed with me for some reason :/

And oh god currently shaking from all the cigs I've been smoking...

Peace out

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