Nothing, I'm just posting.

I'm afraid I'm just really bored right now so I'm going to post something. Read on at your own peril. Mwah hah hah. Let's think....my day....ok.....stupid friend ignoring me until the end of the day as he parts with not one, but two hugs. Does not compensate for the fact that he's been doing this for three days. And you can tell he's not annoyed with me because - when he is annoyed with someone he is still all smily and chatty and huggy and stuff. So that they don't realise. So because of this I have come to the conclusion that I am not worth his time and that he has forgotten my existance. Still, why should I be complaining? Sometimes I wish I was a heartless monster then I wouldn't give a damn and I would be so much better off. SO much better off. He happens to be going out with one of my best friends (I'm not one of hers but hey) that's irrelevent. I was trying to say that I don't expect any special treatment from him or for him to talk to me all the time or anything. But a hello would be nice. I really wish I didn't care. But I am afraid I am a fool. That is all. I hope your day was better than mine