Happy Official Coffee Day for last Monday, the 9th April. ;) Went to Centre Parcs over the weekend. It was fun. Cycling and swimming and aerial tree climbing and playing badminton and doing pottery painting and eating pancakes and other yummy foods and drinking coffee... yup, I wish I was still there!!!! The pottery stuff was posted and arrived this morning. I decorated 4 tiles- 2 for friends, one that says 'I'm NOT okay (I promise)' with stuff on it, and I stuck that one on the outside of my door, and another that says 'I am not AFRAID to keep on LIVING. ~Famous Last Words'.
And the last of my Amazon order showed up yesterday. I now have a signed print of My Chem, the first Umbrella Academy book, a Black Parade print mug (my official coffee mug), a present for a friend's birthday (My Chem guitar picks) and a My Chem biography: 'Something Incredible This Way Comes', I think by Paul Stenning.
Also...
Fuck school.
If it wasn't for the fact that I wouldn't see many of my friends again, and that I need my GCSEs to do pretty much anything, I would want to leave right now. It's not so bad, but... come on, do I really need to know how to label food? Or how to analyse a character in a book? Or what affect pH has on enzyme activity? Big fat NO.
I just want to DO something with my life, not just waste my time at school learning stuff I don't need to know. I want to BE something- something that matters, something that makes a difference. Because, to be honest, I don't. I don't want to spend my life sitting around in my room, listening to music and drinking coffee and reading and writing and dreaming about a life I don't have. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy doing that in the hols and the weekend and basically all the time when I'm at home, but...
I want my life to make a difference, to matter, to mean something. I want to do something important, something special.
And I don't want school.
Maybe I should just leave at the end of year 11 and go to Art school.
Heh.
Or... IDK. Start a band with my mates. Personally go to Africa and track down Kony and kill him. Move to LA. Or all three.
