A few months back (last year in 2012), I had my first ever relationship.
And well done me for picking a complete dickhead to go out with right?
I suppose if you've seen my blogs on here/tumblr or watched my vlogs on youtube then you'll know I'm not a spiteful or in the least bit hateful person.
I treat everyone equally and how I would like to be treated but now my ex will not just stfu and leave me alone.
I'll give you a quick back-story;
So we went out and he treated me like absolute shit.
Sure in general he was a pretty decent guy and obviously he was good in some respect for me to get together with him in the first place.
But then he would just show his true colours and be a total bastard towards me. I would get beyond upset at some of the stuff he said and did, yet at the same time I didn't want to lose him because (like I said) I've never gone out with anyone before, and being a 15 year old girl that kinda made me feel a little insecure.
We broke up a few times but then he's talk to me all sweetly and I'd forgive him.
I was always way too easy-going for my own good. The amount of shit he said to me is unforgivable.
Sure, I believe in forgiving and forgetting but some things just cannot possibly go that way - especially not that (although I can't tell you the stuff he said)
Anyway,
eventually it took him having to (predictably) cheat on me for me to see the inevitable end.
We broke up but still talked afterwards (cause I'm such an idiot) but I had the final straw when he said 'I can see you never cared'
That fucking pissed me off.
Let's recap.
First off; who cheated on who?
Next; who treated the other like absolute worthless shit the entire time?
and finally (though I could go on); Who was it who made the other one cry and go through unnecessary pain for no reason at all???
It was all him and yet he has the audacity to say to me?!
I had a serious rant at him, which I've never done to anyone before and he fucked off.
For the record, he blocked me and now added me as a friend again and keeps sending messages...HA! no.
Like I didn't learn from last time?
Let's get something straight here - I NEVER did anything wrong to him. NOT ONCE.
And he knows it.
Quite frankly, he should miss me. I was more than he even deserved but I'm quite happy now :) MUCH more than I ever was when I was with him.
I don't need him at all so just ignoring him...but it does hurt a little still...
anyway - I've decided I'm not going to go out with anyone till I'm AT LEAST in college :P
Besides, I'm only 15 (fuck the hormones though) hehe
I'm sincerely sorry about the huge vent btw!!
But it's off my chest now at least ^_^
I'm posting it on here cause I know no one I know will see it
SORRRY
~Pristine xxo
P.S
There's a lot more behind this you know
P.P.S
If you're ever being pressured, stick up your middle finger to them then just walk away
