Skylines and Turnstiles

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Skylines and Turnstiles

Although that may not have been the first My Chem song that i heard, since Helene was the first, it will still be a song that will stick with me forever since it means so much to me.

I cannot put in words how much i miss Them already. They, as the band members, may not be gone, but the band is. Just the thought of them never playing another show, never writing new music and never bringing out new albums, saddens me so much.

They were an amazing band and they will always be my Heroes, for many reasons, which i will not add in this blog post. That is why i would just like to thank them all for everything that they have done for me, ever since i was introduced to their music back in 2005. (Thanks old MTV)

Listening to their music now is extremely hard and it is difficult trying not to cry, but i can keep the tears from falling ... for now, But i know for a fact that it will take me a very long time to be able to listen to Conventional Weapons, i do not know the reason for that and i would rather live my life without knowing.

This is not a goodbye letter, because i know that it is not the end of MCR, they might not be the same as they were before the breakup, things might change, but they are still the same people and that makes me happy to know that they are at least still there for us all. I don't know if anyone will even read this, but if you have been on twitter lately, you will see that Gerard has tweeted an awful lot over the past two days. The reason? I don't know and i would rather keep it that way, but all i know is, is that is gives me closure and makes me feel better about the whole split, just knowing that he listens and that he cares about us all and that he showed us that we are worth more than just a simple 5 line paragraph.

To this blog post, i attached a picture of a hoodie that i made last year, the first ever garment that I made, was inspired by them and by the Black Parade. I didn't attach it so people can compliment me or bad mouth me about it, i just uploaded the image so people can see that they inspire me in so many ways, every day, and that i even dedicate my fashion design projects on them.

Farewell my friends, till next time, i love you all!

And remember even if you're dusted, you may be gone, but out here in the desert, your shadow lives on without you

This is Killjoy930830, Signing off

XXX