Way Down...

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Way Down...

I give up. I'm done trying. Everything is just too hard to handle. My heart is broken far beyond repair. My minds gone in to a thousand different directions and there's no way of getting it back to one place. There's so much hatred toward me it's unbearable. Nothing means anything anymore. Death is my only painless escape. I can't cut anymore. Nobody understands me if I speak what I feel. Death is the only escape I have left. Gerard Way.... My Chemical Romance let me down, just like everyone else. They lied to me. They mislead me. They made me feel like things would be okay. They made me feel like I belonged, and like nothing could hurt me. Like I said l, they lied. I'm not worth anything. The world IS better of without me. There are things hurting myself and takin my life over. That's when you know things are bad. My heroes, the guys I've devoted me life to. The guys who saved my once life three times can't save it a fourth. They let me down. Just like everyone else. I'm done. I'm done trying. I give up. I'm sorry MCR, and my Killjoys. I love you with all my heart and you mean more to me than anything; but I just don't see the point anymore. I'm gonna miss you all