By The Spill Canvas. Great song really. I'm completely obsessed with it at the moment. I really need to show my boyfriend this song because it kind of tells our story. We didn't necassarily want to jump off cliffs but we both wanted to die. And we both helped each other through those times. That was when we weren't even together yet but he stillhelps me now. Whenever I'm down or ready to let go he's always there ^.^' Anyone who's been suicidal or been affected by suicide should listen to it. Even if you haven't you still should. Great song(: ahah....
And on another note, I just struck up and finished a conversation with Christoper... Danny's older brother. Great guy. Loyal Killjoy. He seems really nice and it's good to actually talk about MCR with someone who actually gets what I'm talking about -.- ahah. I'm glad I got the chance to talk and meet a new Killjoy because you guys have been holding out on me x.x He's truly one of my heroes; right up there with Gerard, Mikey, Ray, and Frank. He's and inspiration to me. He had every right to be depressed in any way he wanted but no. He decided to keep going. And that's truly amazing to me. Reading his story just amazes me. I never knew that anyone could be so strong. Sure, to him I may be just some random kid who talks to him because of what he's been through, but in my eyes me sending that message was a huge gamble and the fact that he replied made my day!(: He's my hero; and will forever remain an inspiration<3'
And one last thing, I love my Isacc ^.^ I know really random but I had to say it. Because of him things are just so much better. I'm not so sad anymore. I'm not so lonely anymore. I'm actually happy. The kind of happy I havent been in a long time. Hehe tomorrow three weeks<3 I also get to see him next Wedsneday( So that'll be good. Just thought I'd share that with you guys(:
I know a lot of you guys are still on winter vacation like me so enjoy the rest of your time off(: Over and out(; *radio dead*
XoXo
~Toxic Ray-Gun~
