*I AM BEGGING SOMEONE TO READ* Well um... Hey peoples... It's been a while. I've had so much to tell everyone but I just don't seem to have time anymore... But even when I am here, it seems like I'm not very well wanted anymore. It used to be before I would log on with message after message asking how I was, or friend requests all thanking me for being nice... But nothing anymore except for the notification that's been there since I first joined. So I'm just asking now, please don't ignore this. I NEED someone right now. At school, I have no friends. Alexis broke up with me, and could care less that he treats me like a worthless price of trash. It's like nothing ever happened between us. He pushes me and hits me and kicks me but I can't fight back. It doesn't hurt him at all. Because he doesn't like me, half of the other people hate me. And the other half hates me because he got back with me instead of his ex. All of my grades are dropping because nothing make sense. If I lose my Squad Leader chevrons, I'm going to be devestated. They mean the world to me. But nothing makes sense anymore! I can't comprehend what's going on half the time, I dont have anyone I can talk to, everyone ignores me, my parents are too busy hating each other, all I do now is lock myself in my room and cry... You want to know the best part? Nobody even noticed yesterday as Andrew's deathaversary... For those who don't know, Andrew was my absolute best friend in the whole world... And he died April 29, 2011. Wednseday isn't going to be any easier... It'll be a year since we foun out.. Really you guys, I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm so confused and hurt and lost. I have no one now. I am so tired of bein hurt by those who say they love me, but that's all that happens! Just.. Please you guys. Comment or message or just...something. I need someone so bad right now. I'm feeling beyond Less Than My Best =(
Always & Only
Jasey/=
