My grandma's a B**** and so is my mom >_<

kcjleemx5's picture

My grandma's a B**** and so is my mom >_<

My grandma has always been evil. She used to beat my dad and shove his own crap down his throat. She's calmed down the past 30 years but her words still hurt. A few days ago I told her I loved her and to be careful when she was leaving. She replied "I'd love you more if you were skinny". As some of you know I've been really insecure about my weight. That comment really crushed me. :,( Yesterday she was talking to my sister in the other room. The walls are thin and I can hear every word. My sister's a little chubby but not like me. My grandma said to her, "Be careful or you'll end up fat like your sister". I wanted to cry so bad!! But I won't give her the satisfaction!

So now to my so called mother. She took off with our nanny about 13 years ago. We'd see her a few times a week until about 5 years ago. She NEVER wanted to see us. My dad forced her to spend time with us because she is our mother after all. Finally he gave up. Told her that if she really wanted to see us she would have to visit herself. She has come down to see us 3 times in the past 4 years! That's not all. The nanny, her girlfriend, has 3 kids that my mother spends every dime on. They have new shoes, new clothes, new game systems, they all have iPhones. My dad is struggling to feed us! We have the SAME clothes my dad bought us 3 years ago. My sister has and I have holes in our shirts! My mom pays for our phones and tried to convince my sister to take her girlfriend's daughter's old cracked phone because she bought her the iphone 5!!!

Ugh I hate my life! Dx