Im going through quite a lot at the moment and I know that no one can help me, but im just going to write it out anyway. I also feel like im not alone on this site, i love you killjoys so much <3
1) my close friend is self harming because her mum is abusive, and i dont know how to help.
2) I dont know who my real friends are. I'm in the middle of like, three friendship groups.
3) My best friend just goes randomly moody on me. She can be so nice sometimes then she'll change her mood like a switch and I dont know what Ive done.
4) My schoolwork's failing. The only thing i do well in is Music.
5) I want to go to Brit School but everyone says I cant because I "wont make it", when the only thing i live for is singing/ music and it's all i want to do.
6) My form is going to france on a residential and im stuck between two groups- one group with the self harming friend and some other good friends, and another with my moody best friend and two girls i dont know really.
7) I really like this guy but he's kinda a dick to girls, but acts like he likes me back.
8) I feel ugly. I look in the mirror and want to cry.
9) Got my first GCSE on wednesday
10) Im so depressed. Seriously, like sometimes i just want to die.
So yeah, my mess of a life. And no one understands.
