No Cutting Vow Progress Report

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No Cutting Vow Progress Report

Okay so anyone who actually reads my blogs knows ive been battling depression, high levels of anxiety/stress, and cutting lately. I dont have an exact, precise date but so far, i've been cut-free for about five weeks now with only two relapses back to back, two days in a row, last week. I'm happy though because since then i've wanted to but didn't twice! The first time i nearly relapsed but didnt i went with my other bad coping mechanism, which is to numb myself, and got through the first half the day until things were better, and the second near relapse i didnt even do that i just said no, stayed all comfy on my bed, and contacted a friend of mine and talked to them. I'm super happy with my progress so far! =D I just mapped it all out, and despite the trigger-week(s) i've had this past week and last week, i've managed to make a lot of progress nonetheless. I'm not even having depressing thoughts, at least not that i can remember, these past few days, and when i do i've always been like 'no thats not true' and told myself otherwise. Anyways, just wanted to let you all know that. Anyone else going through something similar?

Keep running,
~ Kari