Just a quick blog

I dont know where i would be without my music. Time and time again i get myself into these messes and everything threatens to swallow me whole and push me to suicide, but time and time again i listen to a few choice songs and for a while things are better. Not okay, but better. Just last night i was feeling rather overwhelmed and desperate when the lyrics to one of my newer favorite songs, Savior, by BVB popped into my head. Even now, as the reality of this wonderful, cyclical mess i've landed myself in is once again overwhelming to the point that i will no doubt walk into my exam looking like i've been crying, the music still saves me, comforting me and giving me strength when i have none of my own left. SO now, i need to get off here and run to my exam cuz it starts in ten minutes. You know, the exam im going to fail for the class i'm going to fail and have to pay to retake over the summer with money we dont have.

Keep running,
~ Kari