I am an idiot

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I am an idiot

Yeah so i decided that because thinking about college this fall and how am i gonna pay for it stresses me out beyond my ability to handle it, that it would simply put off thinking about it. So now payments are due in like a week and i am no closer to getting a job, still have no idea how to get student loans, and oh did i mention that i will not be getting financial aid this semester cause i failed last semester so badly? Yeah. I'm currently ignoring the horrible all consuming chest compressing anxiousness with music and an email from my bestie that just popped into my inbox. Hopefully it works *and* i can actually get shit done today, like make some calls and get me some student loans...if only the people i asked for advice on it responded, then i'd know where to start...ugh. I hate days like today! Worst yet its purely my fault it ever got to this point... >_<

Keep running,
~ Kari