Good afternoon everyone!

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Good afternoon everyone!

Hi everyone! How's everyone's afternoon's going? well, for me its afternoon, i don't know about you, maybe its morning or evening for you. Anyways, i've had a fairly good day so far. Had some delicious double chocolate muffins for breakfast and spent the entire morning cleaning the upstairs -cleaning up the mess my sister's made of it this past week, dusting, vacuuming, cleaning the bathroom - and now that lunch is over i'm fixing to move onto the first floor. Joy. It will literally be three pm before i do anything remotely resembling free time. 0_o Ah well. Mom's had surgery recently and can't do much, so she needs the help and quite frankly i don't need to stay holed up in my room with only my thoughts to keep me company so yeah it all works out i guess. Besides, listening to music while cleaning is fun. =) These past few weeks i've went from cutting as a very poor coping mechanism to handle stress and all that to getting found out and yelled at by my parents because cutting is a middle schooler's habit so twenty year olds shoudln't be doing it and i got bitched at for being a selfish bitch and wasting their money all semester failing classes. After that i quit cutting - between summer and overbearing parents, what choice was there? - and because mom ended up having surgery shortly after that, i started doing something besides holing myself up in my room and helped out with cooking and took over cleaning the house. For a while, after realizing just how immature i am and how much of a burden i'd become to my own family, i struggled with hating myself but i guess that's over now. Anyways, i'm procrastinating on getting back to cleaning so i'd better hop to it. Maybe listen to some more mcr or bvb while doing so.

Keep running!
~ Kari