Completely Random Musings: This Isn't Me

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Completely Random Musings: This Isn't Me

This isn't me. This isn't me, its who i've become. I'm just a shell of my former self. But who is my real self, and is it nothing more than an idealized version of me, the person i want to be but can never become? Is the real me somewhere in between the depressed shell and the perfect idealized person i wish i was. Or is the real me even able to be defined? All these things and more i wonder.

*sigh* This is why i should go to class. Skipping leads to random, half-asleep shit like the above ramblings of my inner mind...it doesnt even make sense, or sound very good, not really. Skipping also enhances suicidal thoughts...which is not good...anyways, study time! I need to quit thinking, god damn.

Keep running,
~ Kari