Chapter 81
“Hey, long time no see” Gerard said. “You’ve been gone for two months and all you say is ‘long time no see’?” I asked lightly continuing to stare into the neck of this gorgeous man. “I’ve been working on a surprise for you. I didn’t want you to catch on; sometimes your too smart to hide from” he said with a laugh. “Oh” I said. “Pick your head up and let me see those beautiful eyes of yours” he said placing two fingers under my chin.
If it were even humanly possible, he had gotten more attractive than before. His hair was perfect, his eyes looked submissive and hopeful, yet full of power, his outfit accentuated his skinny yet masculine figure, all I could do was stare. His voice was like a rush of warmth throughout my body; it made me physically feel invincible. I craved to hear more of it; it hurt to not hear his sweet voice murmuring in my ear. “There we are” he said as he stared into my eyes and I stared back. His eyes changed; oh shit, he knows. “Let’s walk” he said gesturing to my mother. She just smiled; she planned this all out. I bet a fucking Dr. Pepper that she set this all up. Thanks, fucking fairy god mother.
Gerard snaked an arm around my waist and took the bag I was carrying. I just focused on breathing; that and what the fuck to do with my arms. What did I even do before; for fucks sake, should it really be this hard to figure out how to act human again?!
The cold air helped calm me down and distract me from the confusion of my arms. “Alright, I will see you later honey” my mother said giving Gerard a hug which he gladly returned. “You have fun honey; and remember Mommy is always here for you” she said giving me a hug as if it were her last. Normally I would be embarrassed but I feel like I’ve been thrown into a meat grinder; I have the wounds to prove-oh shit.
Gerard led me to a dark colored Jeep and opened the door for me; did we always have this? Oh well; I got in. He closed the door and ran to the other side of the car to open his door and threw it shut. I attempted to buckle myself in the best I could. Gerard noticed me having trouble and took the buckle from my hands; “Fucking hell, your freezing Diana” he said throwing the buckle back over my shoulder. Before I could process what was happening I was engulfed in a warm hug and was sitting in his lap. I heard the car rumble to life underneath me then pull into the street. I placed my hands on his neck sending a shiver down his spine. It felt so nice to be warm. I would like to imagine I was sucking the warmth out of him. Once I found a comfortable spot in the crook of his neck I felt my eyes slam shut; but not before I felt a tug at the sleeve of my wounded arm.
Before I was completely engulfed in the unconsciousness; I felt Gerard tighten underneath me. With no energy left; I fell into black.
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I woke up in our bedroom; the comforter hung around my waist leaving my entire upper body in goose bumps. I grabbed the blanket and pulled it up awkwardly. There was something constricting my arm; I opened my eyes to see it covered in gauze. It wasn’t that necessary was it?!
I looked around the darkened room and saw my white long sleeve on the floor near the bathroom; one arm had blood stains on it. I looked at the small bed side table to find a note in Gerard’s hand writing. ‘Downstairs’ is all it read. I decided to go back to sleep; I was just getting warm anyway.
I heard the door open and a sigh come from him only minutes after my eyes slammed shut once again. He walked over and tucked the blanket closer to my body then placed a kiss on the top of my head. He whispered, “I love you…so fucking much” before walking and closing the door again. A tear fell from my closed eye; with no attempt to wipe it away, unconsciousness took over again. At least I was warm now.
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I didn't even notice that the rest of the blogs were fucked up.
I've been busy, but summer is 4 days away and writing will pick up more.
I'm so sorry to everyone I let down.
Picture is what Gerard looks like in the chapter.
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Chapter 82:
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