Chapter Three
Did I mention that when my pencil box flew across the room, it managed to fling my shit everywhere? When I looked up, there he was, the beautiful boy that had walked past me earlier this week, the one who I was hoping and praying was in just one of my classes, Gerard Way. I blushed and quickly scramble to get my things. He picked up a few of my drawing pencils, yes I draw. As I got back up he was still standing there in front of me. I looked up after quickly shoveling the shit I had in my hands into the pencil box and he said something, “Hey, here are your pencils…you must draw.” He said. “Oh, uh…y-yeah. I draw a little, I m-mean, not enough to be g-good or anything.” I said nervously. “I draw too! My names Gerard. It’s nice to meet you.” He said as he walked away. “You dumb-shit! Not only did you just embarrass yourself in front of this guy you have a crush on already, but you also told him you can draw! And we both know you can’t draw for shit!” I screamed to myself in me head when I sat down.
I sat near the back to the left toward the door facing the whole class. I managed to sit with a table group of juniors and it scared the shit outta me, because they were all friends and seemed to be judging me from where they were sitting. Not to mention they were stupid as fuck and kept asking me for answers on the damn survey about YOURSELF!
From where I sat I could easily see Gerard. He was sitting towards the other side of the room facing the front of the class while my whole 4 person desk was facing sideways compared to him. So it was ever so easy to stare at him during class, and god did I enjoy that more than anything. I think he caught me once or twice staring; I was basically burning a fucking hole in the back of his head.
After class was over I walked down the slight ramp to go to the cafeteria where me and my friends hung out for lunch. But as I was walking down, I heard someone behind me say, “wait!” I turned around and it was Gerard. What could he possibly want with me? This beautiful boy standing right in front of me, now that I wasn’t rushed to get back to my seat I managed to get a good look at his eyes. Oh, his eyes, they were the most perfect shade of hazel; I could stare into those eyes forever. They gave a sense of warmth and comfort. I stopped myself, what the hell was I thinking? He is this dark looking person and I look like this happy bright sunshine rainbow mix. I was blonde haired and blue eyed, basically the opposite of him. My appearance was giving off this happy vibe; which I was far from.
I missed my friends from math, science, and technology school; they were my family. These people were closer to me than my own family! They all went to a different high school on the opposite side of town; which happened to be only 4 blocks away from the math, science, and technology school. I knew when I started school that I wanted to switch to where my family was. I told my mother and she simply said, “If you still are not happy by the end of the year, then you may switch”. Another added downfall to the high school I was at is that it was called “The Pharmacy”; Yes, the pharmacy. How lovely it felt to know that your 14 year old saint of a daughter is going to a drug-filled school.
In the relationship area, I’ve never had anyone. Not counting the one boy who confessed his crush to me at his pool party. He asked me how much I liked him and I told him about ¼ compared to the Logan guy I talked about earlier. He took that as a “we are in love and should spend every moment the sun is up together”. I had to end that, I only saw us as friends. So I simply told him that he needed to leave me alone and go back to his mom; mean, I know. I had to let him down hard or else he would have just assumed I was joking. I’ve never hugged a guy, or had a guy like me that I liked back, I’ve never held a guys hand, and when people find out I haven’t had my first kiss, they laugh at me. That was soon to change.
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I dont know what I am going to call the fan fic, so i will just post by chapters until i think of one.
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Chapter 4:
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/justanotherkilljoy/chapter-4
