Trust

Okay, so I have come to the realization, that maybe I perceive that people don't care because I don't want them to care... or the thought of them caring scares me, because when they care, they might tell someone else. I also have realized that I don't trust ANYONE. I don't fully trust a soul. People are just assholes, and I have been lied to and used so many fucking times that I just don't trust anymore, which scares me because how am I supposed to further any kind of social relationships if I don't trust anyone. O man. What am I gonna do?