-PULSE- (New song by me)

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-PULSE- (New song by me)

-PULSE-
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Pulse returning, LOOK!!! LOOK!!!
Since surviving is a piece of cake…
Don’t care how many pills you took!!!
OPEN YOUR EYES AND STAY AWAKE!!!

“Please drive faster…this nurse isn’t getting any tip”
"Woops… Left the I.V. drip in the last girl’s hearse”
I’m an ambulance-driving hypocrite!!!
Alive but cut up with both wrists slit…

“How would I react…”
STAY!!! STAY!!!
With my pulse intact!!!
STAY!!! STAY!!!

You’re killing me with your red wrists dear
I’m almost dead and you’re also near…
DID YOU EVER AT LEAST STOP TO THINK-
Who’d have to wash the fucking sink!!!

YOU CAN’T STAY HERE!!!
This is my place to hide…
RUN AWAY!!! RUN AWAY DEAR!!!
You can come back when I’ve died…

I’ll make it through! I’ll make it through!
There’s no way Death’s taking me too!!!
We’re taught, “life ain’t easy”… well I ain’t lazy…
I’d be caught dead before I push up your daises!!!

Without a pulse, real life drives me-
MAD!!! IN A PERMANENT P.M.S!!!
Give me dull, done with this stress…
I feel so unlively… SO UNLIVELY!!!

I don’t wanna talk about it
If anything I’m gonna shout it
Might sing when the lights go out, but for now…
I don’t…Don’t!!! DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT!!!

I’ll make it through! I’ll make it through!
There’s no way Death’s taking me too!!!
We’re taught, “life ain’t easy”… well I ain’t lazy…
I’d be caught dead before I push up your daises!!!

Dead on the inside an dead on the out
“What’s all this rotting smell about”
Ignore the blood leaking under my door
Your only concern is cleaning my floor

“He won’t survive the ambulance drive”
“Pulse is weak, but we’ve gotta try!!!”
I’ve got one little white lie myself…
I just might still be alive by twelve.

Take me off my favorite chair
Eyes wide in a dead stare
…LOOK ME IN THE EYE!!!
…DO I LOOK READY TO DIE?!

Half a heart sown shut with no pulse inside…
Tonight searching for SIGNS OF LIFE…
TAKE A HINT, I’m all cut up ‘cause I’ve died!!!
Might as well try to FIND THE KNIFE!!!

Oh no nothing at all says “HELLO” more (Welcome Home)
Than a suicide note under your door (Welcome home)
Alone in love that stains the floor
Is emotion the disease or cure

“How would I react…”
STAY!!! STAY!!!
With my pulse intact!!!
STAY!!! STAY!!!

Under the floor rest skinless skulls…
But behind this door is a pulse!!!
I may not enjoy the ambulance drive…
Still I’m not afraid to stay alive!!!

Take me off my favorite chair
Eyes wide in a dead stare
…LOOK ME IN THE EYE!!!
…DO I LOOK READY TO DIE?!

“How would I react…”
STAY!!! STAY!!!
With my pulse intact!!!
STAY!!! STAY!!!