Purgatory (NOTHING. Wrong) new song by me

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Purgatory (NOTHING. Wrong) new song by me

Purgatory (NOTHING. Wrong)
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[What’s Wrong?…]

… I’m Okay… I’m Okay… I’m Okay… I’m Okay-
GO AWAY! GO AWAY! GO AWAY! GO AWAY!!!
I’m Just tired… I Promise… Nothing’s Wrong…
No-………I’M!!!-………NOT!!!-………OKAY!!!………

Forgot how your medication has such a sharp taste!!!
Bullet-holes scar and carve in your face…
Watch as your own sanity’s leaking out…
“Please, I think-“ (“He’s”/”She’s”) “FREAKING OUT!!!”

These Inkblots just make me inhumane (STAY!!!)
How I remain now, isn’t Insanity’s say! (SANE!!!)
But just maybe… I should NOT cut… These twin-blue-veins
Could make a new meaning for “Insane”…IF…I can… Stay!

Play DEAD… I’m just tired!
BLUFFING!!! (“I’m Bluffing…”)
WHAT MEDS… Liar, Liar?
NOTHING!!!! (“I’m Nothing…”)

[N-N-NO…THERE’S NOTHING WRONG…]

Murder-scene, the killer in plain sight
Forensics yelling for him to “Run And Hide”
Cut up but the victim never even put up a fight
Could it… Just maybe… Be… SUICIDE!

Play along… I’m just tired!
BLUFFING!!! (“I’m Bluffing…”)
What’s wrong… Liar, Liar?
NOTHING!!!! (“I’m Nothing…”)

I want to die… At the moment (Honey, just cry until you can’t see)
Though what if I’d be happy… IF… I STAY… (Don’t you ever try to go away)
Nobody could have known it… (DON’T TRY AGAIN TO GO AWAY!)
That I’ll be Happily Ever… After… ONE DAY (Honey, JUST STAY WITH ME!)

[IT’S NOTHING!!!]

They DIE together
But we LIVE alone
NOBODY lasts forever (Time’s So Bloody)
An we’re the Unknown (…I’m NOBODY…)

These Inkblots just make me inhumane (STAY!!!)
How I remain now, isn’t Insanity’s say! (SANE!!!)
But just maybe… I should NOT cut… These twin-blue-veins
Could make a new meaning for “Insane”…IF…I can… Stay!

LOOK ME IN THE EYES… SHUT!
When you say goodbye… BUT…
You WON’T SEE ME AS A GHOST!!!
No, I’ll BE A MONSTER AT MOST!!!

These Inkblots just make me inhumane (STAY!!!)
How I remain now, isn’t Insanity’s say! (SANE!!!)
But just maybe… I should NOT cut… These twin-blue-veins
Could make a new meaning for “SANE”… IF… I can… Stay!

Feeling blue? Well let the pills just fall…
Help Me, Help You… KILL US ALL!!!
Puke ‘em up before it’s too late…
HELL WILL HAVE TO WAIT!!!

I want to die… At the moment (Honey, just cry until you can’t see)
Though what if I’d be happy… IF… I STAY… (Don’t you ever try to go away)
Nobody could have known it… (DON’T TRY AGAIN TO GO AWAY!)
That I’ll be Happily Ever… After… ONE DAY (Honey, JUST STAY WITH ME!)

So close to TOO FAR an now I’m haunted by the cuts…
It’s too hard to SAY SORRY TO YOUR SEE-THROUGH SELF
Sarcasm swallows words… If you DON’T HAVE THE GUTS
So just BURY ME ALIVE… I want a head-start to hell!!!

……Suffering has become So Cliché.…
A Mid-Life-Crisis… Every other day…
If it stays like this… What are We Wanting?…
We Won’t become just One-More-Haunting!!!

These Inkblots just make me inhumane (CALL ME SANE!!!)
How I remain now, isn’t Insanity’s say! (Nothing To Say!!!)
But just maybe… I should NOT cut… These twin-blue-veins
Could make a new meaning for “SANE”… IF… I can… Stay!

I want to die… At the moment (Honey, just cry until you can’t see)
Though what if I’d be happy… IF… I STAY… (Don’t you ever try to go away)
Nobody could have known it… (DON’T TRY AGAIN TO GO AWAY!)
That I’ll be Happily Ever… After… ONE DAY (Honey, JUST STAY WITH ME!)