IF (new song by me)

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IF (new song by me)

IF
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I feel it deep in my gut (Quit it and shut up…)
I FAILed, no “but”s (Now SIT DOWN and SHUT UP!!!)
So take my wrists away (Put my wrists away)
No IF, since I have no say (If you’d just give me a say)

Angel over both your ears
Try sending me straight to hell
Devil over both your ears
I can stay alive… All by myself

Now I don’t care about (You told me to FUCK OFF)
All your excuses-can go… (Can go- “cough-Cough”)
OH SO, IF I SAID HELLO… (“he wet his…” I was your show an tell)
IF I ASKED YOU OUT!!! (Liar, Liar, pants on fire, go burn in hell!!!)

My blood turning blue… (Ooh-Ooh)
That’s the cue for me to say “Fuck you!”
The cue for me to say… (Ooh-Ooh)
“FUCK YOU, AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!!”

Angel over both your ears
Try sending me straight to hell
Devil over both your ears
I can stay alive… All by myself

May I have some more of those pretty pills please…
Stay Dead- or Alive!!! DIE RESPONSIBLY… (Who.)
But I only realize, when life’s got me on my knees…
If I die… WHO’LL BE LEFT TO KILL ME?!… (YOU.)

LIVE, DIE…LIVE, DIE…
If I live another day
IF I…IF I…IF I…
If I… If I stay

If life support fails, If there’s air in the I.V. (If… If…)
If my pulse returns, If my ghost goes away (IF! IF!)
If my skin went pail, If I look too unlively (If… If…)
If a nurse lost the urn, If I came home today (IF! IF!)

Will you miss me tomorrow (I won’t fall off this IF)
I guess we’ll never know (I won’t fall off this IF)
The wrists stitched closed on my voodoo doll
All the IF’s in the world won’t make me fall

Angel over both your ears
Try sending me straight to hell
Devil over both your ears
I can stay alive… All by myself

Sun- Sun go away- (If my wrist’s in reach…)
Come again another day (An if you try to preach)
I hear and see, but have no say (I think I’ll go insane)
Though, If things go okay… (Please pick up the remains)

“Couldn’t fit in the casket an too late for Lipo” (Pass Me A Piece)
“We had no way to mask the tombstone typo” (-Rest In Grease-)
Don’t wait by my bed, It’ll be a while (Not according to your file…)
I’m not dead yet an I’m dying in style (If I go, I’ll go with a smile!!!)

LIVE, DIE…LIVE, DIE…
If I live another day…
IF I…IF I…IF I…
If I… If I stay…

Will I ever learn… (La-La-La-La-La-La)
Alive… Or maybe I’ll leave!!!
Was I born to burn… (Blah-Blah-Blah)
I’ve been born to breathe!!!

LIVE, DIE…LIVE, DIE…
If I live another day!!!
IF I…IF I…IF I…
If I… If I stay!!!