And Silence (New Song By Me)

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And Silence (New Song By Me)

And Silence…
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*BEEP* And Silence… (…)
*BEEP* And Silence… (…)

In my reserved hospital BED… (LA-LA-LA-LA…)
I’m killing time by playing DEAD… (LA-LA-LA!!!)
*BEEP* And Silence… (…)
The best hearse is my BED!!! (LA-LA-LA-LA…)
*BEEP* And Silence… (…)
I feel so lively when I’m DEAD!!! (LA-LA-LA!!!)

Cut me! Fuck me! Make me bleed!!!
Gut me! Give me what I need!!!
I want the pain!!! I want the drive!!!
To HAUNT ME SO I STAY ALIVE!!!

What might I find behind that mask…
A kiss? But Death’s just teething!!!
…Left with one last breath you ask…
A kiss? TO KEEP ME BREATHING!!!

BUTTERFLIES of pills, BUTTERFLIES of pain!!!
BUTTERFLY bloodstains spilled in the drain…
I’ve got- I’ve got- I- I-
-Got BUTTERFLIES!!!

I raise my half-empty I.V. as a toast (I’m not a ghost!!!)
If I got thrown to hell I’d still roast… (I’m not a ghost!!!)
I won’t be this haunted house’s host… (I’m not a- Not a-)
I’M NOT A GHOST!!! I’M NOT A GHOST!!!

I’m just so sick! Sick of my fatal disease!!!
Oh it’s highly contagious, so hell be warned…
“Bad luck”, “Karma”, call it whatever you please…
STUCK WITH THIS SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN!!!

But I’m gonna live last I heard (But you can-)
So I’ll hold you to your word (But you can-)
Cold shut eyes could cry (BUT YOU CAN-)
KISS MY CASKET GOODBYE!!!

Cut me! Fuck me! Make me bleed!!!
Gut me! Give me what I need!!!
I want the pain!!! I want the drive!!!
To HAUNT ME SO I STAY ALIVE!!!

I may just be another hospital stray… (*BEEP*)
But they wont kill me! No, not today!!! (*BEEP*)
My pulse still pounding to stay… (*BEEEEEEEEP*)
TELL THE GHOSTS TO GO AWAY!!!

Heartbeat loudly clears
“Thump-Thump-Thump”
And the crowd cheers
“JUMP! JUMP! JUMP!”

A Hyena let loose in the crowd (HA-HA-HA!!!)
Point and laugh at the ground… (He’s dead!!!)
Laughin’ your head off Out Loud (He’s…Dead…)
WHO LOOKS LIKE A CORPSE NOW!!! (HA-HA-HA!!!)

I raise my half-empty I.V. as a toast (I’m not a ghost!!!)
If I got thrown to hell I’d still roast… (I’m not a ghost!!!)
I won’t be this haunted house’s host… (I’m not a- Not a-)
I’M NOT A GHOST!!! I’M NOT A GHOST!!!

I may just be another hospital stray… (*BEEP*)
But they wont kill me! No, not today!!! (*BEEP*)
My pulse still pounding away… (*BEEEEEEEEP*)
TELL THE GHOSTS I’M GONNA STAY!!!