Tears remind me..

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Tears remind me..

Im not well , im suffering with depression and its been here for year now , and for me tears are all i have to feel real to feel that im here on this earth , everyday i have to get up and put on my mask be happy be what everyone believes i am , Yet every night i curl up in bed and let the tears out.... I dont know or understand y but the tears are my realise of pain , they are my reminder that im here and not just slipping away somewhere... Im hopping that it will all go away soon and that i will be better that the happiness tha i once knew and loved comes back to me that my heart becomes beliveable , my mind tells me good instead of bad...

I just felt like saying this...

xxo Toxic Cryer xxo