MCRmy. Halp. Please.

Okay, so I have this friend who has, according to him, had the most effed-up life, and is 'mentally insane.' He seems fine to me in person, but that's not the point of this journal.

Anywho, he's had a recent fallout with someone who meant a lot to him and apparently this means he is just going to keel over without her. At first he wanted to kill himself because he was so 'worthless,' and for the first week, week and a half maybe I attempted to console him and tried to help him to the best of my knowledge.

I tried my damnedest to make him see she wasn't God or his oxygen supply or something. I really did.

Know what he did? He said he was a special case and I sucked at my suicide speeches and should try working on them because I simply wasn't any good at trying to help him. But, "Nice try anyway." He will not allow anyone to help him. I'm starting to think he just wants complaining rights.

Okay, I get it. I couldn't help him at all whatsoever, but I could at least be a shoulder to cry on, right?

This didn't stop me at first. But, it's been at least a month now. Every time I try to have a civil conversation with him, it goes like this:

Him: Heyy.
Me: Hi.
Him: What's up?
Me: Nothing much, hungry. You?
Him: I want to die, o.O Hahahaha.

Honest to God, every time he says the word 'die,' I do not want to help him. I want to cut his fingers off.

Should I feel bad? ._.

Better yet, what should I DO?

Help me. >.<
xo

PS - Just so you know, if I asked him to look toward MCR for some comfort, his comment for that would more than likely hit harder than the suicide speech one did. :/