ookay

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ookay

now that I've stared at the word "existED" (wikipedia popup when i googled mcr to get to this site) for ten minutes, i think i calmed down a little.

heart broken twice in two weeks:
1.the boy I'm seriously in love with for six years or something, fell in love with a good friend of mine. they're both in my class, so i have to watch them being in love with each other ALL DAY. and everybody is talking about them, like: "oh, aren't they CUUUTEE??" NO. they aren't.
2.like whaaat? okay i know mcr is not only a band, "it is an idea", but it fucking hurts in my stomach when i try to - well, stomach it.
but:
though i could cry for the next twelve years now, i feel like it was at a right point to end. so let's keep them, their music and the whole fucking feeling in our hearts.
let's keep on talking and writing about music, art, our lives and poblems, how fucking hot the guys can be, how similar Ray looks to Slash and how super cute their children are. (...not rays and slashs children :D)

I'll start this with my next blog.
To quote a man on the cross: Always look on the bright side of life :)
Sorry for being emotive. Love you.