I just managed to hit myself in the face . . .

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I just managed to hit myself in the face . . .

So that's twice today I've been hit on the nose. The other one was when I missed the shuttlecock in the middle of a badminton rally and it got served onto the bridge of my nose.
*Joe Moses Snape voice*
Ihnnunnununnnu . . .
I hammumilluma . . .
I have a dilemma.
I picked M, right? There was M and R and, although I do still like R, I like M more. Stupidly more. But the thing is, today we were talking a lot because his ex (he doesn't like being around her cause she was pretty mean to him) was on an art trip, so he was back with us in our usual main hanging out place. We talk a lot anyway, but now he's got some thing where he thinks I called him mean and boring (I didn't) so we've spent the day going 'Is it mean if I do this?' 'Am I boring you?' and in Food Tech, Al noticed and said when he wasn't listening that that's what he used to do when he liked his ex. And, though this might just me being paranoid, and probably is (the amount of times I think people are staring at me is just silly).
Which is worrying, because, as I've said, I've picked M. Now, I'm assuming that nothing is actually happening, because nothing usually does, but . . . well, what if R likes me? I've been friends with him for a long time before liking him, and I actually do enjoy talking to him, so I don't want to have to stop talking to him or have things get ll awkward, but I don't know how these things work. I'm not doing anything conscious to lead him or anyone else on, so there's nothing for me to 'turn off' - either I just draw people to me or I don't.

In other news, there's now two people - R and M, incidentally - at least, who want to get me simultaneously high, drunk and hyper just to see what I'd be like (whether it's clear through my writing or not, I don't know, but I am quite a hyperactive person).
Also, maybe talking for long periods of time is good for me, because me and M were talking from about 5 till half 7 and then half 9 till midnight last night. I only got maybe six hours sleep, but I still feel really rested anyway. My Mum is now also reading the manga version of Death Note :D

And if any of you has maybe, £100 pounds that you don't need, can I have it for my Christmas shopping? :P