Well I've been sad for some days now and it's probably because of the band. Even though I know they are not disbanding and releasing Conventional Weapons, I just can't move on whenever I reread Frank's blog. I've been hearing The World Is Ugly and Stay(Untitled) in YouTube and playing them over and over. It's just makes me feel so nostalgic how I fell in love with this band. The fact is that their existence has vanished 6 years ago in our country and yet I still listen to their songs. I feel like a person from a different country, a person of different time and different place. They held concert only once in here and I never made because I was just a high school student back then and can't afford the ticket. Well I know that's not an excuse. But really, I know i'm a true fan in my heart. I am a member of MCRmy in my heart.I just love My Chemical Romance because they changed my life and everyone else's life. Even though not everyone would understand, this is how I feel. Even if one of my friends ask me "Why are you still listening to them?", I could only think "Who cares?". MCR songs is one of my secret shifters, my own secret playlist. By secret shifters I mean those that can instantly change my moods(credits to The Secret by Rhonda Byrne).I found out that many people are still active in this website even though the band is not touring(am I right ? or not). I wish there was someone I personally know who like the band as much as I do. Well I love this community. :) I love Gerard, his personality and his awesome voice. I love Frank and the songs he made. I love Ray for he's such an awesome guitarist. I love Mikey and I know he's more than what he thinks he is. I love them. That's all I can say. I wrote this poem for them. Forgive the title, I know it's not their original song but let's just leave it to that.
COMMON PEOPLE
And when we’re both common people
I would still listen in full volume
I would still sing your songs from time to time
I would still be a diehard fan
And when we’re both common people
I will still write poems for you and for everyone else
I will not tear them like I did before
I will treasure this one because it’s probably the last
And when we’re both common people
I will change and so will you as time pass
I will listen to others and appreciate them, but
I will say nothing beats the first
And when we’re both common people
I will still remember how you changed “our” lives
I will reminisce those moments I cried, shout and smile
I will admit that nothing can ever replace you in my heart
And when we’re both common people
I would tell the future generation about your existence
I would do something I could not do at the present
I would be reminded of a part of me
And when we’re both common people
I would find you one day because I would still want to see you
I would never forget you even through time
I would still fall in with love you over and over again.
