FUCK IT!

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FUCK IT!

Fuck everything! Just fuck everything! Fuck the world! (not literally).
I hate living with my parents. I get moaned at for listening to my music. They honestly don't give a shit about anyone else. To them, they've only really had one child (whom I am not going to name). I mean, there are six of us. I can't wait to get away from them and get out of this shithole house. I remember when my dad was calling me names, and saying thaht he wasn't going to feed me and my brother. What an asshole, eh? But then after it he's be like "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." But I know he doesn't really mean those words. Prick.
Honestly, I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have any music to listen to. It makes me feel a whole lot better about things. And myself. I was actually gonna go and join the army, just to get away! But I let my dad talk me out of it. He told me that I'd be homeless, broke and basically in deep shit by the time my 4 year tour had ended. Very supportive, dad :) So when I get into college, I'm gonna leave and I won't come back to see them that often. I'll show them that I can hold my own!
God, it's good to blow off some steam...

Okay... I think I need to calm down a bit. I'll listen to some MCR. That ALWAYS helps. Sorry for ranting, guys.

Keep the Faith,
~Insane Peridot xoxo