maybe i'll dig out my rubber bands...

and i actually don't think my parents did it. i think the lecture on my grades (my lowest grade is a B. are you kidding me?!) just upset me a little and it was kind of the straw that broke the camel's back. i think i'm depressed again, except this time i can tell. but don't worry, friends, i'm finally afraid to die. i've gotten rid of my agnosticism. atheism has simultaneously saved and ruined my life. fuck, i feel like i'm insane. happy new year, and what a year it's going to be.