I hate everyone -.- But I guess I got my pictures to work, so yippee!!! Today in lunch, I got a valentine. About 2 feet tall. Maybe bigger. Huge red/pink/white heart. From the group of assholes that have been bugging, no, harassing me and my friends. Its ridiculous. These guys need to fucking grow up. I'm tempted to take the valentine to our principal. Just say flat out "Happy valentines day from the boys that are harassing me. Make them stop. Now." I really don't like Valentines day. I never have, last year was the worst one (so far) because of just some shit. And the year before well... I guess before last year, my emotions were semi-normal. Ha, wow, never thought I'd say that. Anyways, another plain and probably selfish reason I don't like Valentines day is because its my sisters' birthdays. Twins, turning 13, therefore I'm not really gonna be..."visible" tomorrow. I mean, yeah, I love my sisters. Megan is well...she's maybe a junior revenger or something. She's not a killjoy yet. But she's awesome. She knows as many songs as I do, she watches tons of interviews and I mean seriously, she has them practically overruling her laptop. My dad got all fussy about My Chem and she stood up for them. Gah :') So Proud :') anyways, my other sister Morgan has had a lot of shit to deal with, people make fun of her right to her face and she sometimes doesn't even realize it. Along with that, she has trouble eating. Granted, Megan is having guy problems (she likes a kid who's...lets face it.... impossible.) but Morgan can't exactly... "like". She keeps to herself. Probably to the point where its not a good thing. But they're you know... sisters. They do that. But girls, why you know have your birthday on normal day??
Another thing that is going to bug me, now that I think about it, is that the church doesn't approve of homosexuality or gay rights. I met a woman today, well, women, and they were lesbians. Catholic lesbians who weren't approved of in the church. One was a curly red head with freckles and the other was blonde, straight, medium length hair and super dark eyes. Both stunning. And after I left, I saw which car was theirs. Small, black car with bumper stickers: "CELEBRATE DIVERSITY (over a rainbow, big letters)" and then this one, which really got me thinking in the first place, "I'm Sorry I Missed Church: I was obviously too busy practicing witchcraft and becoming a lesbian." Which they were. But it had a dinosaur next to it and a cross, and one of the girls was wearing a cross necklace, so its just...yeah.
Tomorrow at our catholic school, we can come out of our boring, conformed uniforms and wer red,pink,or white. Hell, I'm going total goth. Sure, my shirt has red in it... but I mean the back literally has black and red studded roses and gothic ribbons that say "Crash", "Burn", "Live fast", and "Die Pretty". Watch me get tons of crap about it tomorrow. But I don't even care. I'm me.
I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Anyways, I'm not looking forward to tomorrow really. PDA from the people who do have someone, or referring to a certain few, who seem like they have someone, and to the rest of us, we cling to what we have. Me? I'll be clinging to god knows what. But I'm sure those guys from lunch will just give me more crap tomorrow. I'll have my friends. I'll wear what I want. And fuck logic, I am happy as fuck being a bisexual. I'm not confused. I am just bi. Is it really that bad? What's in a name anyway? (Romeo and Juliet reference fyi. English class.) Blah. Apparently Mimi is going to "clean my locker" aka my locker is hopeless. Its a hopeless cause. Mimi if you're reading this, save yourself :p
I hope everyone else has a fantastic Valentine's Day tomorrow :D LOVE YOU GERARD FRANK RAY AND MIKEY! Have a good one :3
