I know its weird, usually people who love My Chemical Romance aren't exactly fans of Coldplay, their music genres are sort of...different. But I've loved them since May 5th, and now they mean too much to me to ever try and go without. May 5th 2012, Adventureland day, went there with my band, and I heard the song Fix You for the first time. That exact video, I remember looking out the window at the passing cars, I remember feeling his hand or hearing him sing along, hell I remember what song came next and what was right before it. Both were actually The Offspring songs...after something happened, I listened to Fix You almost every day. I listened late late late at night after nightmares, or early in the morning before play practice, or in a hospital gown even. God, it was everywhere. Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones, and I will try to fix you <3 well since that time, I've listened to it at least once every 2 days. No joke, I can't go an entire week without it. I tried, and I couldn't. It drove me nuts.
Now its February 14th, at 10:30 at night, and I'm crying my fucking eyes out. I'm not even sure how I got this bad. But I've been holding in tears all day. I know I don't have a reason to necessarily cry, I mean, hell, I got a STARGAZER LILY from Mimi :3 I flipped my shit fyi :p but by the end of the day, I was ready to bawl. And now I am. I really should get back to making these comic panels for English class (well, and for Mimi... she really likes comics). But I knew I needed to get the tears out. Because I've been holding them in quite a while.
Coldplay can make me feel. I've listened to about 30 of their songs in the last 3 hours, and I just... I can't stop fucking crying you know??? :p Gr... its one of my weird dreams to meet Chris Martin. Just to thank him for everything.
He's saved me. Tonight. Yesterday. Last year. Those rocky nights. And Tomorrow.
Night guys.... bleh :p
