Juliet Loves The Beat....and the Lust it commands...

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Juliet Loves The Beat....and the Lust it commands...

LOVE this song, just like the rest of them :3
It sort of fits right now, I mean...sort of.
not with the drama or the bisexuality or the school issues or mental probs... but pretty much the rest of it.... yuppers.
My day was fine at first, I mean, sure I only got 2 hours of sleep and woke up screaming...
but this morning was fine, went to church, attempted to write a song, drew a sketch or two, took some pictures, sat around trying to think of names for a band...it was A-okay
I'm kinda getting tired of guys all thinking I'm a wh*re....its kind of pathetic actually. I'm not exactly the hottest girl around, by like....far :p but like...okay for instance:
so on my deviantART page ( anchorsonlygosodeep.deviantart.com ) I have about mmm, lets say, 9 or 10 guys who all want to get with me in inapropro ways. [wow...anyone else get a dork vibe from what I just said??? cuz I did....whoa]. One even... wait hang on.... gotta put this out there first...
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW EEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW EEWWWWWWWWWW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW!!!
okay back. one even sent me well.... *covers face with hands in shame, curls up in a ball, whispers* a picture of him... n*ked....
So this happened to be the guy that I had told I was bisexual to, and he went way stupid with it...
he's just like...
THIS IS A REALLY POINTLESS BLOG!
...but he's like "I bet I could change that"
............god -.-
anyways, my heads in this whirl of confusion and mixed emotions, not to sound dramatic or anything, but I'm going crazy in my head and my heart. and its like.... "o crap"

anyways, Cody's still an a**hole.... I'm getting no sleep...... ugh just ugh :/

rant done for the time being. stay beautiful :)
tay