Early Sunsets Over Monroeville and Please, Can someone help me possibly?

Listening to Bullets
Its on my favourite song ever now...
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville....

It makes me think of....her(im bi and in love with a girl get used to it homophobes)

Im going to cry in a minute
I want to die but I'm staying alive for her
I just don't knw what to fucking do anymore

I need help I know
Don;t tell me things I already know

Theres no room in this hell
thers no room in the next
But does anyone care
Theres a corpse in this bed

It always gets to me
Here comes the tears