I don't know what i've done wrong... Someone help? Please? Xo.

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I don't know what i've done wrong... Someone help? Please? Xo.

I have a friend who doesn't talk to me anymore, we used to be really close, like extremely so, and now I've seen her once in 4 months, she does stuff with my other friends, like films etc, and i've tried to talk to her, and she either ignores me, or replys, but as though she's really annoyed...
She stayed at our schools 6th form, and I'm at a 6th form college, but she's not even trying to keep in contact, it's not the distance, because I have a friend the same distance, who also moved schools, but she keeps in contact with her, just not me... :/
I don't know what i've done, but I don't really know what to do about it.. ugh :(

On the slightly brighter side, but still fairly sad, it's Frank's birthday next month, it's also my little brother Vladimir's on the same , but he lives in Spain, with his mother and my father, and I probably won't see him for at least 4-5 years, if ever :(
See, there's issues, I can't go and see my dad cause his wife is disgusting (in the way she treats me..) and he either backs her up or does nothing, and it's my fault she wants to leave him, regardless of the fact I was there for 2 weeks at christmas and 4 in the summer, im just that much of a fucked up kid, that I make her want to leave him. Sorry..
But yeah, it's Vlads birthday on Franks, he's gonna be 1.. :'(
Bye bye Killjoys Xo.

P.s. the first picture is Paulina and me
The second is Vlad
Somewhere I have the best picture, of Paulina wearing my My Chemical Romance hoodie :D
Xo.