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Hey..
My friend Caitlin told me to come on here, cos she had to go to school..
but she told me to ask you guys for advice, see my grandad died on friday..
and my bastard of a dad didnt call me till yesterday as a last thought..
but my grandads the first person ive lost, ive lost pets before.. but its not the same.. I love him so much..
I dunno how im gonna carry on without him.. he was ill, and isnt in pain anymore.. but I dont really wanna live atm..
my mom cant comfort me, cos shes upset.. (he was her ex-father in law)
my dads not really fussed that he died.. hes a fucker like that..
but Argh.. I dunno what to do :/
If you can please help.. Thanks.. Xo.