Post-aPost: Vampire Freaks? Jay? LOVE?

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Post-aPost: Vampire Freaks? Jay? LOVE?

So, I'm going to try to post every day i can... I remember when i was on Vampirefreaks.com and was, like, addicted. i spent a good 70% of my summer on that site. This creepy creepster who was, like, 30, tried to talk to me in a very... innapropriate manner....
I can't stop thinking about this guy who broke up with me a week ago for a stupid reason: i told him i loved him too soon. WHO DOES THAT, MAN?!?! His name is Jay and he's two years older than me, but we connected. ( Or so i thought) Now he's ALREADY trying to get another girl and I'm still hurt.
Gerard, why are boys so uncompassionate? The band isn't, but...
I hope you guys read these some day...
You probably won't.
It's worth a try...
BUT ANYWAY...
I love him.
I hate him.
I care.
I don't.
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven.
Nothing you can stay will stop me going home
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