Swimming in my own tears

I'm bawling right now!it's hard to type because I can't see through my tears!I was wanting to go to one of the concerts in California because I live in Oregon and I wasn't being observant enough to notice that the one that said "LA" on it meant Louisianna!I've been waiting to go to one of their concerts since I was 7!I missed my chance and now I can't stop the feeling of diamonds and razor blades in my empty soul and broken heart