Life = pain = sorrow= heart broken = death....

Not feeling good today. In a sticky spot with certain people (and no not u die with mask on!!!!! I luv u buddy!). Heres a little something i wrote to explain: My life is just full of sorrows and hearts breaking all around me. I need and escape, I need love, I need someone who will pick me out up from the darkness and hold me close till my eyes shine clear and my tears run dry, I need that hope that lifts others up, I need that life source that the living had. But oh how can I live when I am already dead? My body lay stif, my heart beat gone, no plus to be heard, no blood to flow. Can no one save me from this ever lasting hell? Or will they watch as I drown in the shadows of death? I'm screaming but my lips are to dry and my words too soft. I can not reach for that guiding light for my broken bones ache and crackle with every little motion. Oh how I long to be free, to frolic where joyful lovers lay in peace all day. Oh I long to be in that place where you and I can be free.
Xoxo
Angela<3