HELP ME!!!!!!!

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HELP ME!!!!!!!

So one of my closest friends here is getting married and never even told me...... I'm so proud of her but it reminds me how alone I am.... Hell I can't even get a guy to go out with me....... I just realized I will never get married...... Never..... I hvent self harmed in over a year but I think I need to now..... I'll never have my special day.... Because I'll never have that special person...... I sill never be good enough.... Love Hates me..... I will never be married..... I will always be alone....
someone give me peace from this ever lasting he'll
Xo Angela