I'll NeverLet Them Hurt You I Promise : chapter 8(PLeAsE REaD!!!!!)

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I'll NeverLet Them Hurt You I Promise : chapter 8(PLeAsE REaD!!!!!)

(Riders POV)

Blurry. Everything was blurry. It was so hard to see through all my tears. The sight of seeing Gerard like that. The thought of that being my last time with him. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. I was just trying to picture Gerard. Trying to keep calm.
I could feel the bumpy van. i could hear the motor roaring down the road. my wrists were now tied to tight i was bleeding. i was still trying to pulling my arms out of them, but that just made them cut into my wrists even deeper.
I let out an out loud cry of sadness and weakness. tears streaming down my face.
"Shut up bitch! You can't even take being five seconds without your faggots. Your not even shot. So suck it up!" the guy yelled.
"Who the hell are you! Who are you!" i screamed. i was so confused.
"Really...you dont remember. You dont remember..anything." he replied, like i had said something suprisingly wrong.
i lifted my head up and looked at him confused. My answer was in my eyes. i had no clue who he was.
"History. 10th grade. A girl walks in, dark brown hair, loose fitting misfits shirt. obviously meant for a older guy. Dark jeans, beat up converses" he looked at me right in my eyes. he looked different than he did before. he looked, human.
"She had cuts on her arms. i could tell that she was going through pain. by the fact that she never talked to anybody and stared at the ground. she didnt want people to know she existed, because she didnt want to exist. She sat down in the seat in front of me. she sat their..never said a word. but i felt as though she was speaking to me. There was this feeling i got around her. that she needed somebody. But she didnt want to trust anyone. because she was scared of getting hurt..."
I felt this pain my stomach as he spoke. I was now looking into his eyes.
"All i wanted to do was....was to help her. But...she never looked up. if only she would...would look up.." he started to sound angry....no..more like frustraited..wait no...hurt?
"You never looked up!" he snapped at me and slammed the gun on the metal floor on the back of the van and made me jump. He looked down. like he was drained, and sighed.
He looked back up at me. now he spoke softlty..saddned.. "why didn't you ever look up?"
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